winning a battle, losing the war

wanting, missing,
having, letting,
knowing, forgetting,
showing, climbing,
falling, sucking,
breathing, lying,
losing, missing,

you make me feel

happy, clumsy,
angry, rash,
cripple, silly,
little,
smaller, taller,
witty, hasty,
sexy, weary, ugly

you make me feel

in there, neither,
someone, several,
all round,
in time, more off,
instant, more like,
therefore, pinned on,
hardly, in there, often,

you make me feel

envy, fucking,
waisting, sighing,
coping, bragging,
coughing, dying,
laughing,
plastifying and crying

you make me feel